2010 & Beyond...

So 2009 is about to come to an end and a new years about to start... but more importantly the "Aughts" are about to be past us. I'm always looking into self improvement but it's now that I really stop and think of resolutions for myself. Upon thinking of them I realize that I don't want to make any for the oncoming year, but more so for the oncoming decade. This decade in my opinion is "ours." It's the decade where I'm going to roar in my twenties, potentially accomplish goals, maybe have a child, find Love that will last forever, the possibilities are all there waiting for me. This decade I grew... I morphed into who I'm going to be. There were hard times... teenage life, puberty, fitting in, learning about oneself, fighting with parents, rejection, loneliness, imagination, and just so much that's brought me to where I am now, and I'm grateful for it all. But for the next ten years I aim to be bold. Live without doubts for my decisions, as long as it agrees with what my heart says. Believe in myself and accomplish my goals. Make changes for the better... if not on the world than to the people around me. I aim to live not in the past but in the present. I plan to Love with all that I have. Love myself.. Love others... Love life... Love expression...  And last but not least in this decade I want to make a point to learn from mistakes and always move forward in everything I do. The Aughts were a developing time for me... but I'm going to blossom into this decade and I wish that everyone is able to fulfill all they could ever wish. Happy New Year...

Oh Christmas...

It’s Christmas! It’s Christmas! But I don’t really feel Christmas… It’s gotten to that point where I feel like everyone participates just because, and doesn’t really care too much about what I feel are the important reasons. Everyone just wants gifts or money. Here on Christmas I’m spending this year alone as everyone else is away.. and I honestly don’t mind. I’m comfortably lonely, and reflecting on the past semester I had and thinking of how to improve on my goals for the next. I’m anticipating getting a Pentax K1000 camera soon so I can finally get into taking some nice pictures of my own! :D I’m looking to improve on my flaws into the oncoming year, and I’m happy that I just have what I have. The friends… The experiences… The future… And honestly, that’s my Christmas! And I’m completely fine with that.