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So...
This weekend was definitely a big lesson for me. After talking to my friend I just realized how badly I executed things. And I guess it's all about anxiety and just patience and just going with the flow which I'm not good at. I definitely push myself at people too much sometimes and that definitely doesn't go so well. It also makes me seem insane.. or just a loser. It's something I definitely need to be aware of in the future. I over think things too much and then really I just kind of fuck something up before it even starts, and this time it kind of sucks because a friendship opportunity was lost and that kind of sucks the most to me because it was a really cool person and I think that bothers me the most that I won't even get a friendship out of it, which meant a lot to me. To add to my weekend from hell my bank accounts been hit by fraud and I'm in debt $300 -__- So I have to wait until Tuesday so I can file a claim and hopefully get my money back!!! I just hope I can bounce back from this and learn from my mistakes.